Alright, I've got a few more minutes here so let's see what I can do to address a few things.
1. I really don't see an issue with those meta comments by Serdoa actually. They're not "forum-related meta comments" - so I don't see why it's against the rules, even aimed at me. I actually thought it was kind of funny that he figured out what was causing it, because I couldn't figure it out for the longest time where those stupid asterisks were coming from
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2. Along that line - is there anyone who still thinks that's somehow suspicious? I could clarify further if there's still confusion, but I
think it's a total non-issue, and I don't want there to be lingering doubt that I'm unaware of. Moving on...
Adderssing my apparent suckiness at villager
It's apparent that I'm much more suspected than I thought I was. I guess I didn't realize quite how poorly I've played thus far. When I left yesterday with 90 minutes to go, I left pretty confident that Erebus was a werewolf and that I was not going to be mislynched. So yes, I was pretty surprised and disturbed to find out Erebus was innocent AND I was nearly mislynched too. I guess I sort of got the impression that Meiz was the one with tunnel vision, and most others recognized that, while I wasn't playing very well/actively, there also wasn't sufficient grounds to lynch me. Apparently I was wrong, and that was a pretty big wake-up call for me.
You see, tomorrow, we cannot afford a mislynch. I pretty firmly believe we have to nail a wolf.. We have just 2 mislynches left by my count, so a mislynch tomorrow means we'd have to nail a wolf 4/5 days, and with a double-voter out there, I think there's almost no way we could pull that off. We just can't. Considering I know for a fact that I am innocent, it's obvious I need to exert a LOT more effort making it crystal clear that I am innocent. The problem is, I really am not sure where to start on that. I feel like Meiz is the only one who has ever given any clear (yet IMO, misguided) thoughts on why I am guilty, and it seems like everyone else is just kinda going with it for reasons that I don't understand. So I have 2 questions for everyone.
1.
Why exactly do you think I am guilty? I would like this to be answered by someone other than Meiz - preferably one of the "village leaders" like Serdoa or Ichabod - the only two people that I really fully trust to be innocent. Zakalwe and Roland are sort of on the fringe of that in my mind, so I'd entertain that too. And Meiz - this is not to dismiss you - but I really think that at this point if Mardoc himself came in here and said I was innocent, you'd still vote for me, so I'm curious what the
others think... I've answered everything you've brought up and it gets ignored, so I'm curious what others believe the case against me to be... Because I really don't see what it is.
(side-note: Why do I keep getting labeled as not really contributing while people like Sareln are just floating by? I forgot he was even PLAYING in this game.)
2. What can I do to prove my innocence? I have no idea really, but at this point, I'm willing to do anything. Like I said, I think mislynch tomorrow = victory for wolves, so I'm willing to jump through a lot of hoops to prevent that from happening. One problem is I'm almost afraid to make cases against other people at this point, because I've hit that critical point where if someone mildly suspects me and then I start to push for their guilt, they just see that as "confirming" my guilt, and I get killed anyways. I've watched this phenomena and laughed about it and even made fun of it as a wolf, but it's considerably less funny now that I'm a villager dealing with it.
No offense Serdoa.